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Shiny coffee beans spill silently into my opened mind.

The thought of a cupful makes my mouth water.

Running my fingers through, I scoop some to my nose and take a sniff.
 
There is no aroma.

Strange thoughts these are with visual clarity and texture, but no scent nor sound?
 
Oh!
 
I see!
 
Well, pardon me!
 
These must be your thoughts, not mine!

I am enriched through interaction here on Zaadz. Take a casual look at some quirky, light, brief, but thoughtful blogs written in response to the wisdom from others...

Blame It On Evolution...

Somewhere Between Knowing and Not Knowing...

Meeting of the minds....

Interpreting My Colleague's Omen...

What is greater -- Pain Experienced or Lesson Learned?

Must be the irony...

Metaphysics Applied: A valued skill for every novelty...

Getting the most from a world created and designed by me/you

Traditions are powerful... 

Intuitive insights, which contradict...

Dream Interpretation: Teeth falling out

High Magic to Manifest A Relationship

Allow us to show it to you...

Beginnings and Endings...

Time, Space, Knowledge and Problem Solving...

Creation for ownership?

The Truth Is Out There...

Multiple conscious choice...

Intiution, Synchronicity, Inspiration & Higher Purpose...

The Classic Chemical Romance

Great sex = Great Loving

An Ode To The Shadow Self

Some Say...

A Brilliant Plan, and It Worked!

Telepathy Non-Stop

Question du jour...

There is no place like home?

Me Thinkst Thou Hast A Book In Thee

Shame meet Guilt....Guilt meet Shame

Opinion or Reality?

Yet, I Hypothesize!

Synchronicity -- for observation or manifestation?

Joyous, Immaculate, Luminous, Radiant, Simultaneous

Everyone's Sacred Rite of Passage

I Am Reminded...

Should Psychics Inform By Predicting Death To Another?

Your Thoughts, My Thoughts

For some reason, at first, I am reminded of the story Beloved, by Toni Morison

And then I felt the movie Sophie's Choice.

And the overall impression, is that one could never choose or create a divine plan for another, even if given the opportunity and blue print to do so, and that some choices and experiences can only be divine when executed by the one to whom that life belongs, and that which looks accidental is sometimes intentional, and that which looks intentionally is sometimes accidental; therefore all actions surface from that dynamic flux of in between.

It takes becoming more divine to know and feel this: That the universe understands this from such a grand perspective.

Sometimes from our point of view, it is difficult to fathom that all things are good and perfect and necessary as it begins, manifests, creates, and transitions to a more excellent level of the same.

The images that fill my mind, when I contemplate this. I see paths, long and winding, some taking a high and some the low way...some paths with sunshine...some paths lit by the moon...some paths alive with the magical sounds of wise Owls and bold hawks over head.

A rock on the side to sit and reflect with a slow moving brook to refresh, fish and take a drink, like the Garden of Gethsemane or the mount of Transfiguration, or the holy place where the great I am instructed Moses through the burning bush...all those places, all those experiences... a sacred rite of passage for every soul-mind to self-discover!

Have you ever planted a seed, watch it germinate into growth, roots first downward then stem upward to first formed leaf, a brand new unfolding? Something so simply perfect inspires again and again.

Now, that is refreshing -- and each development pushing upward, downward, onward, forward is the living, simultaneous expression of joyous, immaculate, luminous, radiant...unrivaled.

Yes, I see green all around me... a greenhouse, a temple for all the stages, in concert just because.

That synchronicity happens all the time, I must ask, "How often do we tune into it?"

Yes, that is a question worth asking, which implies that we can catch a ray or tone of the harmonic energy in that, which we seek through hope and optimism, and then co-create with it, so that it is our role in manifestation versus our role in observing it, as if only  jumping onto a bandwagon already in motion.

We always see synchronicity as an end result of a cascade of events set in motion by forces unseen, instead of understanding synchronicity as a quality of co-creation through conscious or karmic choice.

Yes....interesting to ponder...synchronicity is for dynamic co-creation and for being aware that magic is happening during that moment, even while it all comes together!

Yeah, that is why I roughly emphasize this triune experience in liberation of my personal Psi (An article I am writing for Evolved State, Joan Charles' magazine):

1. Laws of the Universe
2. Acknowledgement of Psi
3. Is there some higher, karmic purpose, then let it be called Spirituality

All three give us a chance to look at human nature from three reduced perspectives, and these three categories are unique enough that I rarely see any redundancy when peering purely from each. For now, human nature, per se, is the silver tie that binds.

The secret insight I receive comes from considering human nature in each model separately, as if there is no other perspective (the purpose of non-hybrid models). After noticing human nature and its motives from each perspective, I have combined the total impression to understand what we gain when we face human nature outside of fear and why doing this is important in the continued process of integrating our own nature and consequently our experiences throughout our entire life. 


We can be co-creators of the worst savagery and through our psychic ability see this with blinding, unblissful self-honesty. 

I am still learning that one of the main earthly purposes for Psi is to give us a chance for quantum moments of superconscious self-illumination through facing the extremes of our (human) nature and Psi lets that happen beyond the reason of doubt in spite of our conscious filters.

Now, I have observed that humans can barely integrate sexual deviancy, because it suggests that we are yet submissive to our primal, uncivilized urges.

The triune model suggests that I observe my own reaction to sexual deviancy, for example, as an individual, and then watch how others react too. Finally I see how my own judgement is impacted by the collective through how we interact as a result.

a. Action:        Creation through Human Nature

b. Reaction:   Effect Through Law of Action/Reaction Perceived through the individual and the collective

c. Interaction: Group Integration through Psi

Notice that Action is the root word for each process, which basic Human Creation.

It is the reaction that seems to justify the issues and actions we empower on earth, by the way we perpetuate experiences. It is not good to try and evolve beyond the masses. It is better to play a role in mass evolution. We all need to grow together.

Question: Does that seem a valid thesis or postulate to test?

What do you think?

Is the future I manifest based on the opinion I have about my present resources and present circumstances? Yes

Well, then, perhaps I should make my present opinion be as open as I'd like my future creation!  Good idea!

(inspired by alex) 

Bryan goes before Mother Goddess for yet another profound answer to a simple question...

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Bryan: Mother Goddess?

Mother Goddess: Yes, Bryan?

B:  I have another question.

MG: Well, go ahead and ask!

B: What is the difference between creation and recreation?

MG: Well, that's a tough question, Bryan, but I think I can boil the difference down to two sentences....hmmmm....let me see....

B: Well?

MG: I'd say that creation is what we do to get things done!

B: And?

MG: Recreation is just for fun!

Interesting. Shame, this shadow-self or alternate self personified. Shame all by itself has no face or agenda, but when shame belongs to me, it looks like me, acts like me, and always reminds me of what I did...the very worst of what I did.

And then what is left is the feeling. Now, when Shame steps inside, me the sensation changes a little bit into what I call Guilt. 

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Guilt steps outside me and becomes Shame again when I look into the mirror or go out in public and face others who also know my regret. 

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Yeah, in time, I dealt with it, but still at times I see it in the eyes of another, and if I am lucky, I get to encourage someone dealing with one or the other -- in the way in which only I could help.

(inspired by jon)

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These thoughts you express have been longing to become words on a page and spoken into the air to be reunited with collective consciousness into our thought atmosphere,

If all things long to evolve and once again experience pure bliss through ONENESS, then so do your thoughts,

So release them, write them, so that we may speak them, and contemplate them,
 
Let us reprocess them,

Let them become ONE again with the vast macromolecular computer that knows ALL....even those thoughts in your MIND that will be written in an earthly BOOK.

(inspired by Jon)

Right, and I think some souls are more at home in various places, different countries and continents and recognize humanity in people from the most diverse cultures, because of their karmic connections and wide ranged past life experiences. I think we become more global as we evolve....I think....otherwise...

Like Dorothy says, "There's no place like home..."

(inspired by Dave)

And what truth have you learned, that when you share it, people are encouraged to come together instead of take sides?

I ask, for the sake of peace!

(inspired by Eli)

I believe in listening, as if communication never ceases,

Not the stop-start,

Your turn-my turn,

On-off style we humans use

No.

Real communication runs deeper, and goes on forever.

(inspired by Maya)

I wonder what we will discover on the other side about the great mystery called
AID's. This energy form was obviously created for a divine purpose. And there are those  who worked with this energy while here on earth like Robert Genjin Savage. When you meet him, he will reveal secrets untold of a purpose so great that we could never imagine.

And when that time comes, we will all know, and say, "Ahhh..yes! This makes sense! That was the purpose for it all? A brilliant plan, and it worked!!"


(inspired by Kerry for Robert)

Some say, It is better to give than it is to receive.

Others say, it is better to be a grateful recipient, than a generous giver!

(inspired by Will)

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Well!

I must say!

You know?
 
In the beginning I was always trying to distinguish me from  the shadow.

And, after all these years, I have identified him clearly, yet I do not kick the shadow to the curb!

I wonder why?

Maybe it is because he needs me, and I, being the kind soul that I am, could never abandon him!  

Where would he go? Who else could he pester?

Honestly!

He's spent an entire incarnation devoted to discovering and exploiting all my familiar vices -- a life time's work, indeed!

I might as well face it! Either he is good company or I 've been slumming around town with him and not admitting it.
 
Even so, everything evolves....even the shadow....right?

In order to justify keeping him around, I  mutter inaudible admonishments under my breath whenever something absurd slips out of his Tourette-Syndrome-Pandora's Mouth of horrors!

"Awshaddapaya face, damn it! I can't take you anywhere!"

(inspired by jim)

Yeah, I can dig it! And chemicals come in all shapes and sizes. Don't they?

Every time you look up and see something different, the eyes pick up the image and relay signals to the brain via nerve chemicals called neurotransmitters. And then, the images get associated with emotions, memories, and sometimes judgement -- each of which creates a physical effect.

The physical effect is a cocktail of neuro-chemicals with each cocktail being very specific to each experience you encounter, while the ingredients for each cocktail along with their quantities are so unique, that you'd never find the formula in any bar tender's receipe book, especially those experiences with no name.

It makes me wonder!

And chemicals from the outside world can get into that mix, overwhelming nerve cells way beyond the threshold of how one senses normal reality in our every day world.

After a while, the body becomes jaded admitting, "Yeah, yeah, been there, done that, felt that!"

Now, you're taking the long way back home - this time by  foot, because your car ran out of petro on the side of, "Get your kicks on Route 66."

You stick out the thumb that's not being used to carry the empty gas can, and eventually, someone kind  and generous pulls over and gives you a lift (in an ideal world).

Now, there's nothing left to do with all of that, but dialogue it, monologue it, integrate it!

But while it lasts, that experience is your sweet spot, quickly loosing its appeal and effect, because everything evolves ....right?

I was feeling creative after reading your piece. I liked it. Hope you don't mind me expressing my reponse to your thoughtful words here in another pace in order to share this with others.  

So, here's to you Matt with all my love and admiration,

H.R.

(inspired by matt)

Matt later responded by email:

hey man. thanks for the comment. im glad i could inspire your creativity.  i have a different take on life than most of the people on this site but i think we are all after the same core concepts.

I later responded by email: Good, let's keep this up!

What I find interesting is the fact that intuition is not meant to be used as a kind of intervention, but that intuition brings flashes of important information, often times relative to our higher purpose. If one has no clear understanding of his higher-purpose, intuition will work to help one remember exactly what that higher purpose is.

For me, synchronicity is more apparent when I let intuition guide my steps, because I gain a perspective, which shows that no experience is exclusive to other experiences. The key is perceiving how events are connected, understanding why events happen, and discovering how these events lead me to my higher-purpose.

When one knows his higher purpose, synchronicity becomes a tool to create experiences to facilitate that higher-purpose. Synchronicity is no longer something we observe, but it is a tool to utilize.

I find it inspirational when I stay in the zone, allowing every breath I take be a conscious choice to evolve in order to fulfill that purpose. Inspiration increases vibrational awareness and becomes the magic to manifest dynamic results.

(inspired by alex)

I (too) have enjoyed a moment to reflect on the theme, "For every time and season, there is a purpose under heaven," through opportunities, which endings and beginnings bring.

I once wrote an alternative definition to the word beginning:

beginning - n (esoteric)  a point in time when one becomes aware of something, everything, or himself/herself; a shifting of one's conscious attention to that which through perspective alone seems more obvious, although it has been occurring all the while; a point in time when one consciously chooses to acknowledge an experience, deciding to participate, interact, or create through that experience, because it is natural or it feels appropriate in that moment

I have learned that in between the endings and beginnings, I intentionally take time to reflect on me, and the way I have changed, like going to a teenager's high school graduation and while observing commencements, I reflect on how I viewed life back then in comparison to how I view life now, gleaning bitter-sweet nuances of wisdom from this nostalgic or familiar experience, which I would not have noticed before.

The Winter Solstice does that for me

(inspired by the pod discussion in living metaphysics)

Make a list of five aspects within your persona, which you once considered to be weaknesses, but now realize as personal strengths. Admire those qualities with the understanding that wisdom (not time) yields healthy perspectives.

Now, take that energy and project it into your intent to manifest a relationship, which creates more of the same, not as a necessity or an option, but as your desire through conscious choice.

This is High Magic!

(inspired by flyhigher)

I thought to myself, "Now, she lives richly -- like the Queen of Sheba, Queen Elizabeth, or maybe Cleopatra!"

And I thought further, "Must be the clothes she wears, knowing that her shoes were not made in some sweat shop from a third world country..."

And I thought further, "Must be the company she keeps...wise folk run their fingers through the soil, which farms the food they choose to eat..."

Finally I thought, "Must be her artistic nature...wise folk make good use of what they create..."

Then I decided, "Must be the irony...folks who admire irony know how to live well..."

(inspired by carla)

Do not fear repeating life lessons because of the pain a lesson caused before....why?

This means that the pain is greater to you than the lesson learned, or that the pain is the distraction that prevents the learning process....

the pain brings to consciousness an issue.. integrate the pain first as a part of the experience (of , perhaps, loving and being abadoned) and then understand this means to love freely and let go, because it (the love and energy) comes back anyway....

(inspired by

Yeah, because we are all looking for something to hold on to, even words.

So what good are words?

Why are experiences or awareness captured in the moment through words so temporary and allusive?

Concentrate on this:  

"Clarity is mine when someone or an experience presents a moment that makes everything feel connected, if only temporarily. "


Going back and forth between those moments seems a journey whose destination is controlled by the toss of a coin. Still,  you know that you will go there, leave, and return.

During this process, write down what you feel.

Why? Because what you write down lets others know that you have really been there, which makes you a teacher!

(inspired by matt)

Re: Should we predict death?

Interesting question. I believe the question not only asks us to consider how uncomfortable this sensitivity is, but to consider the true purpose for which the ability is intended.

To predict the time of death does have a purpose beyond being accurate. If one is on her death bed and death is imminent, then some spiritual understanding is helpful to the dying and to those who must let go.

I use the sensitivity to begin instructing the person's subconscious on how to transition (like giving instructions from the Book of the Dead) or use it to reitterate to a loved one through the understanding of death, that death is only a temporary separation.

Not only do I predict the death, per se, but I include some other gems of intuitive information that tie it all together from a divine perspective (the guru servant in me). This creates the Jon Edwards effect before the transition occurs. A lot of comfort comes from that.

If the death will be accidental, out of the blue, unexpected; that is another thing.
 
In reality, death is never untimely, because it is always karmically planned.

I can tell if death can be avoided through an intervention by the feeling of the whole scenario. If it is my role to intervene, I play the part, and if I do not intervene, someone else always does.

 No karmic outcome rests soley on one or two insightful intuitives. If you are not sure what to do, do nothing and watch the universe conspire. Learn from the outcome. Otherwise, plenty of intuitives walk around with the weight of world.

When listening to the news and hearing of a missing person, I know if the person is still alive. I also know that I am not to intervene. How?

I take a step back and look at the larger picture, and see what was meant to be accomplished from the event from a universal perspective; and without a second thought, I change the channel.

It is the same with death. The ability to foretell is not chiefly meant for intervention. Some people use the ability creatively.

Some of these light workers take care of the elderly at nursing homes and wait for death to come and give comfort. Therapy animals do this all the time. 

On both sides of the psychic veil, these light workers sit and wait to do nothing more than facilitate the process, like the little lady in Poltergeist who said, "Go into the light children! Go into the light! All are welcome!  All are welcome!"

(inspired by psychic dad)

Did you know that babies are born with a genetic preference to eat that, which  tastes sweet? It is because sweet things in nature are made of sugar and have energy. What better way to be born with a desire for that which is sweet, than through our genes. You can blame that on evolution, but upon what can we blame for the fear of never tasting the sweetness of life?

I guess there is a difference between experiencing, enjoying the experience, and hoping the experience never ends. Somewhere amongst the three elements we get trapped and then suddenly the fear becomes more outstanding than the joy, just like the pain becomes more important than the lesson learned.

Sometimes wisdom comes with age and life experience to show us how to not separate the experience, while being expecting more; but we do not have to wait for older age for the wisdom to have that freedom?


(inspired by joey)

To what do I ultimately attribute my hard earned wisdom? (multiple guess)

a. Time

b. Conscious Choice

Answer: The time it takes to figure out that we all have a choice...

(inspired by George)

This is what I see.

The dream translates into your desire that you express to significant others what develops in your life, because you feel it is important for you and that it is important that they know.

There is always a risk here, in that we hope the audience is attentive and mutually interested. On stage, the lights are bright, and the individual facial expressions in your audience coalesce into a collective haze, which means you must assess with your heart whether the audience (your family) is connecting with you.

Teeth are used to enunciate and pronounce, so that your self-expression has style and finesse. Teeth falling out means that one is not concerned with being understood, but that one is concerned with making an emotional connection promoting deeper understanding through empathy.

Because your teeth fall out, you question whether you are being effective in creating that connection. This is a virtue for not assuming your audience is ineffective or incapable of connecting with you.  

The dream brings to your attention to honor and embrace the fact that 'you hold you' accountable for creating a connection and that you do not place full responsibility for connecting upon those with whom you interact.

It is better that you want to connect and feel connected, than it is to be indifferent.

It is a positive sign, not a negative omen!

Your (unspoken) desire to connect is the magic, which facilitates the wonderful interactions you create - for you, 'connecting with others' is a natural gift!

(inspired by adam)

Is it not interesting how cultural traditions are linked to archetypal actions of power for transformation?
 
Our predecessors were wise enough to create tradition out of actions that were at first prompted by common sense, but still seemed to provide a real benefit. If the experience yielded a life-changing outcome, wherein many benefited, the act became a cultural tradition!

 Keep up those time-honored traditions, because the magnetism stored within its highest-good intent is very potent, along with the time of year during which these traditions are carried out!

(inspired by john)

The greatest fear in co-creation for some is the fact that noone can profess, "It belongs to me," or, "I came up with that idea?"

We are so use to owning  what we create as if the objective of creation is the right to take credit for what was created and how it came to be.

The true objective in creation is to find new ways to create with others! What do you think?

(inspired by yvette)